Hysteria of Life- A note to myself

Rakshya
2 min readDec 24, 2021

Where it all began? With lots of unanswered questions, I began searching meaning of my life 6 years ago. And I can pretty much say I still don’t know where I stand. Maybe I never will and as I move towards every hurdles I find myself growing and learning more about myself and the world. Sometimes it all boils down to what’s the point of all of this if its gonna end one day. But, I have learned to embrace the process and heal along the way. With all the losses I have faced in my life some questions still remain unanswered but I have learned that I won’t get answers to all my questions. Rather, something are better unlearned and unanswered.

Unplugging myself from the world of instant connections and euphoria, I wanted to just move away from hysteria of life. I might have lost, loved and learned experiences. There is still life left as we like to perceive but what isn’t there is Present. Where we stand in the very moment, what defines our happiness. What I perceived when I moved was the expectations of other people around me who don’t matter much. Where I stand today is my perception of myself. How I see tomorrow is an opportunity to love myself and people around me.

With constant hustle for productivity, growth and perception of success, Take a break this Holiday season and embrace the beauty of nature around us. Spread joy and love, Make meaningful connections. Take care of yourself and your loved ones. Express your feelings without any fear. Live a little. Merry Christmas.

With Love, Rakshya

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